FIRST POST!!!

03/31/25

HIHI!!!

this is like my first blogpost, like EVER, so that's exciting!! ik a lot of people get their first blogging exposure from tumblr n stuff, and i did want to do that but i totally chickened out... i thought about blogging on spacehey too but im still wayy too scared T^T so im getting my start here on neocities since theres no likes... no share button... no comments... no pressure!!! so im just gonna be talkin on here about whatever :P

speaking of whatever!! heres something completely unrelated!!! i LOVE love and romance and all that cute stuff, so ive had a bunch of periods in my life where ive been like "sighhh i dont like anyone right now...i sure wish i had a crush on someone..." but BOY i did not know the storm that was coming. i've had a crush on this person. for OVER A YEAR!!! IT USUALLY DOESNT STAY THAT LONG!!! and yk, at first it was cute n sweet n nice thinking "hehe what if he liked me back >//<" but the gradual realization that no, he in fact doesn't, has been HORRIBLE!!!!!!! AND REALIZING HE LIKES SOMEONE ELSE HAS BEEN WORSE!!!!!!! im JUST barely starting to get over it (if you couldn't tell! haha!) and its been a month and a HALFFFFF!!!! WHY DID I WANT THIS!!!!1!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!! i would NOT wish this upon my worst enemy (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥) ya so in conclusion never get a crush on anyone ever okay thank you!!

in other news, i probably wont be updating this site as much as i want to in the coming weeks, since i'll be subjected to 1 BILLION competitions and 1 BILLION tests at school that won't be over till MAYY TᴖT so just keep that in mind!! and if i do work on this website before then (which i probably will...) know i AM procrasinating ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) anyway, that's gonna be all for today!! if you want somewhere else to go, look for the cool websites button at the bottom of the right sidebar!! OKBYEBYE!!!!!!!!!